cheryl's blog

2012-01-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

Erm stuff for myself

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2011-12-20T03:37:00.001+08:00

in the end, they're all the same.

2011-09-08T00:46:00.002+08:00

i haven't updated for a while! o_O

anyway..nothing significant has happened, i think. i just started my second year at digipen!! omg. i can't believe i've survived till now. i kept thinking i would die or quit at some point so many times, but i'm still here! im still not sure if it'll be for long, but i hope i can last :/ lol.

people have this unwavering confidence that i can pass everything and i can do anything, but i know my own capabilities ): i hope i can do better this time though! even though i rlyrlyrly hate 3d. ~__~ i have to overcome this mental barrier!! i must overcome my hatred! OTL i feel so erghh just thinking about modelling and rigging and animating in 3d, idk how im actually going to do everything. God help me! i hope i can pull through this!

just 3-4 more months to go and this will all end..for two weeks. lol.

2011-07-09T03:15:00.003+08:00

sometimes i wonder..am i too naive for wanting to believe the best in people? like, if someone says they want to change, i believe that they can. even though it's the second or third or fourth time they're saying it. and i trust that people won't let me down. or they'll do what is right or morally correct. or..i don't know. i like to think that everyone has good intentions, just expressed wrongly sometimes.

ultimately, i think it's the heart that matters. of course, there are people who would wish harm on others, but im pretty sure i know very few of those people..

speaking of that, i cannot understand such people. ~_~ why wouldn't they want to be nice to everyone in the hope that everyone would be nice back in return? it's a two-way thing! kindness begets kindness.

agh whatever im so sleepy right now good night.

2011-07-06T00:09:00.002+08:00

it's like..i understand, yknow? because im a girl too. and i know how it feels. but i just wish it would stop. :/ even though i trust him, im still not very comfortable with it. but im not so mean and unreasonable! it's just..sighhh. why so complicated? if only everything in life could be smooth-sailing.

2011-06-24T02:36:00.002+08:00

sigh..i need to be less sensitive.

and i HATE crying! it always drains energy! and i always feel stupid after crying. and my eyes would feel so dry. arghhh. so many tears ive shed..

2011-06-18T01:50:00.001+08:00

actions speak louder than words.

2011-06-18T01:49:00.001+08:00

~_~ i should stop being so stupidddddd

2011-06-17T01:40:00.002+08:00

i love making people feel happy! (: especially the pleasant surprises! i like all those unexpected surprises. people don't expect to receive so much, but when they do, their happiness is mine as well! :D it's good to give. giving is so much more rewarding than receiving.

we gave karty a huge surprise today! omg! i really felt happy when she was all :D like all the planning wasn't in vain! ahhhh! times like these, i feel our class is v united! i can't explain it. i just feel good~ hehe.

2011-05-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

and so a chapter has come to a close.

it has been an emotional three days, and i experienced a lot more than i wanted to. when i saw my mum cry for hours during all those different stages, i kept thinking that, that would be me one day. and i don't want that. why can't ppl just live forever? yeah i know, it's a stupid question and i know the answer to it, but it just sucks that the people we love will all eventually pass away one day.

things will never be the same again, that's one thing for sure. we all knew it'd eventually come to pass, so now we have to deal with it and move on. popo wouldn't want us to keep grieving, right? we should be glad that she doesn't have to suffer anymore, and she's now with the Lord. so that's something to rejoice about!

but i'll always rmbr how heartbreaking it was to see everyone cry so much. i don't want to feel like this ever again. ):

on another note, my homework is very much undone. im screwed again, as usual. and ive no mood to do it. :|

2011-05-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

i feel as if my mood is rather erratic these days. like, my emo bouts are getting more frequent. ): i think it has to do with my grandma, and then some. it's really sad and i feel so down every time i visit her. it's really terrible seeing a person writhe in pain and knowing there's nothing you can do to make her feel better. ): and seeing my grandpa being so sad makes me even sadder. arghh. sad sad blog entry.

it seems like i only blog whenever i feel down. it's not like im not having happy moments, it's just that i tend to write/type when im more..eh, well, sad. so that's why my blog seems so sad in recent months even though ive been pretty happy half the time. haha.

2011-05-18T03:52:00.002+08:00

i think i just need more faith. haha. it's like i need a constant reminder or something, like a child with a terrible short-term memory. x_x this is..precisely why i need diaries. to help me remember stuff! especially important things. and significant things. and even the non-significant things, like daily stuff, because they mean a lot too. or maybe i should stop thinking too much!..not that ive had much time to think in recent months due to digipen.

ARGHHHHH DIGIPEN

it's such a bane yet i made the choice to study there, so..i have to persist. ~_~ this feels like it's taking foreverrrrrrrrrr..

and the lack of urgency is quite frightening, now that i think about it. hmmm.

2011-04-30T01:36:00.002+08:00

and so i managed to survive hell! :'D

it's been a terrible past few weeks, i think my mental state was pushed beyond its normal limit. still, i managed to get through everything that was happening thanks to jimmy and my friends :') omggzzz. i think i'd have exploded and died if i couldn't vent my frustrations on anyone. this period of time made me appreciate him a lot more, haha. (:

im so worried for my grandma. imagining being in her shoes is so scary ): for now, we can only pray for the best. arghhhh ): so saddening. it dampens my otherwise festive-holiday mood..

2011-03-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

you know how sometimes, facebook shows those old statuses from friends? the 'memorable status' thing which even digs up old statuses from YEARS ago. yeah. there're some v funny ones! and some that rly remind me of what used to be. like so nostalgic can!

then sometimes, i see things i don't want to see. those are the times when i need to remind myself that the past is past, now is what matters. arghh. so hard. i need to stop being jealous. =_=

2011-03-19T01:24:00.002+08:00

2011-03-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

:<

arghh so moody arghhhhh. am i having moodswings??

2011-02-27T02:22:00.002+08:00

i have the best boyfriend in the world! :D i totally didn't expect all those surprises, arghhhhh. hahahhaha!

first i got surprised in school, which i got really confused over because i was so anxious over my grades and people just kept trying to distract me from going out of picasso ): then the cake came and i was like HOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG for the longest time OTL!!! post-vday flowers <3 and those couple shirts hmmmm! i was so stunned. i still kinda am. haha!

and on the actual day, i was traumatized when my parents suddenly came into my room armed with a video cam and digital cam, and THEN i heard my cousins' voices which nearly gave me a heart attack and i suspected something was up and...i was right!! LOL. jimmy ah jimmyyyyy! hehehehe.

in short, i had a blast celebrating my birthday, which i really didn't expect to, and i really need to thank heaps of people for making it possible! (: everyone is so awesome! ((: im so touched!

although, i still don't feel 21. :/ haha.

2011-02-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

i am very much resigned.

but since when am i never? it's always the same.

2011-02-15T03:01:00.001+08:00

i want my life back ):

2011-02-14T00:31:00.003+08:00

so i'll be dating toyotama-hime and my vehicle and honda fit and nude model today. what else is new in the life of a digipanda?

ive been complaining and whining about wanting to quit this course for so long, and it seems like im just saying it to vent my frustrations, but i usually mean it when i say i want to quit. hahahaha oh man. ): it feels so depressing. i used to tell myself that i'd be one of those who manage to graduate after two years, but im starting to think that i may be one of those to pull out before a year is even over.

ive wanted to simply not give a damn so many times, but it always seems like such a waste to not do my homework when i know i can; that is, if i don't sleep as much as i should.

idontwanttocareidontwanttocare

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2011-02-07T14:31:00.002+08:00

i feel so distracted even though there's nothing to be distracted by.

why can't i concentrate?? ): ohmannnnn.

2011-02-05T02:29:00.001+08:00

i get so irritated sometimes. and always for the same reason. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2011-01-23T03:34:00.001+08:00

are such things important to him, i wonder?

i'll cope.

2011-01-18T02:36:00.002+08:00

i feel like killing this internet connection soo bad! it keeps lagging and argh. my youtube videos don't load as quickly anymore too ):

im such a stalker. hahhahaha. but i can't help it! D: i need to know stuff! im always curious idk why hahha. curiosity really kills the cat. like sometimes knowing too much can upset you, but knowledge is good, it's only a matter of how you want to deal with knowing certain facts.

and im so screwed for this sem! idk why i lack motivation even more now! :|

2011-01-09T03:28:00.000+08:00

i need to stop thinking so much all the time.

2011-01-08T03:38:00.008+08:00

huh. i just realized i haven't blogged at all yet this year, so here i am!

2010 has been quite the interesting year for me. i had conflicts with people, sort of resolved those conflicts, i graduated, applied for universities, had an insanely long break, during which i kinda wanted to work but eventually didn't, shopped a lot and spent lots of money, watched lots of movies, enjoyed myself TTM, caught up with friends i hadn't met in a while, learned how to drive, worked in IT fairs and earned a bit of cash, won that pokemon competition and played the wii for the first time (lolol), finally decided on studying in digipen, received a drawing assignment that drained the remainder of my holidays away for naught, met new people and made new friends, suffered for three full months, made my eyebags worse, and had someone special to spend the holidays with! yep, a very interesting year for me. (:

291210 has a special meaning for me now! hehe.
and even though we are supposed to be a secret, i really want to share my happiness with people! i want to tell people about us and show 'em..well, us. i'd like to forget unhappy things, but as bad as my memory is, it doesn't change the fact that there are still complications and things HAVE happened. meh. hahaha. eeeeeeeep. ~_~

so anyway, school starts in two days, and that kinda sucks. time to say goodbye to my freedom soon! asdglkjhl.

2010-12-28T17:40:00.004+08:00

i like feeling this way!

no school, no assignments to rush, no deadlines to meet. life is so good right now! (: all i need to juggle are timings to meet friends and what show/game/movie to watch next! OMGZ. SO XING FU. ((:

too bad it'll all be over in slightly over a week. im alrdy preparing to be emo on the first day of school! the monstrous pile of work that awaits. all the sleep ive gotten during the holidays will soon amount to nothing, hahahhaha. it's an endless cycle. a destructive cycle.

much has changed, although i feel like nothing much has. perhaps it's due to my terrible memory, or my unconscious habit of forgetting things i'd rather not remember, like unhappy stuff. unhappy things feel quite distant from me, and if i don't will myself to think of those memories, they wouldn't ever cross my mind and would probably eventually fade away. which is kinda bad. i need to remember things, and i need to remember how i used to feel about certain things.

hmm. no one likes unhappy moments, but i think i'm terrible in the sense that i block out unhappy moments in my mind, and when i talk to people, i don't remember that i ever bore grudges against them, or vice versa. -_- almost as if those bad times never happened. which can be quite strange for the other party.

it seems like i overthink things, but i think it may be possible that i UNDERthink, for lack of a better (and proper) word.

i need to start thinking more! and work this lazy brain of mine. haha. :/

okay. time to continue enjoying my holidays while they last!! :D

and 'how i met your mother' is <3!

2010-12-27T00:15:00.001+08:00

so i met up with NANA on boxing day! :DD it was our very long awaited outing..haha. and kt joined us later on!

huda and i first met up with lin for her dolfie gathering! i got myself a milkshake and we pretty much minded our own business till lin was done, lol. some dolfies were nice but i can't really appreciate them, i guess.

we later met mersa who was waiting at vivo by the huge yogi bear wall! hhaha. we were kinda late due to taking the train in the wrong direction OTL then we headed to daiso~ then chilled at soup spoon where kt met us~ exchanged stories~ then went crazy at the rooftop! crazy mad camwhoring hhahaha. :D

<3

i miss our crazy moments.

2010-12-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

credits to yuanli, my daughter~ (:

2010-12-12T12:03:00.003+08:00

Thought of You from Ryan J Woodward on Vimeo.

it's so sad! but so amazing like OMGG the animation is wonderfully done and the emotion in this piece is <3!! i wish i could animate like that. shall train myself. haha. words cannot describe how in love i am with this! O_Q

2010-12-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

shopping is highly therapeutic!! :D

the damage was high today. the jap buffet lunch cost me 21 bucks. but the milk pudding was <333!!! i shld've eaten more of that! but i was too full when i finally started on dessert, so ):

and i splurged on clothes. buying on impulse! idk! i felt so deprived that i had to buy stuff or i'd feel today were wasted or something. and i tried gong cha for the first time today! :D it's niceeeee!! i need to admit that fel's was nicer than mine. i shall order milk tea with herbal jelly next time! :D

and talking to you makes me happy! (:

2010-11-04T01:11:00.002+08:00

im always so confused when it comes to this sort of thing. i never have the best of luck and i always have the worst of habits. arghh so annoying! lol. ):

school is sapping up all my time. i feel myself going crazy. i felt quite mad when my family met with my aunt and uncle for their wedding anniversary just now! all my incomprehensible ranting. hahahhahaha die la! and this is only the first semester!! waggghghhhhh.

and, at least i finally found closure to that one situation. at least, i THINK i did. im almost certain i did. @_@

i have such terrible luck. i cry invisible tears man. haha.

2010-08-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

i realize i still feel sad whenever i think about cats or see a cat. ):

2010-08-21T01:40:00.004+08:00

out sketching every single day is physically and mentally draining! grarghhh. i feel my eyes and wrist and technical pens dying everytime i finish a drawing. but the sense of satisfaction that comes after finishing a drawing always makes the effort worth it!..almost. haha.

okay i realize i get rather cranky when im tired. like i'll be high for a while but my mood will die down very quickly after that short burst of adrenaline.

those waiters at chijmes today were damn funny la. asking me questions and pausing everytime. and that last random statement one of the waiters made was..so weird but still funny at the same time!

and the guy playing jubeat beside me today amused me very much. playing like a pro during the first two stages and failing completely at the basic level 2 song while trying to act cool. HAHHAHA.

these little random things really make my day. :D

2010-08-13T02:28:00.002+08:00

i realize im rather reluctant to blog, because anyone can read my posts, even people whom i don't want reading about my thoughts.

at least i have a sole place i can rant at. hahaha.

i don't want to be cryptic, but i feel like i can't post my thoughts completely here. arghhhh.

well, my life is not peachy right now, that's for sure. ):

2010-08-13T02:24:00.000+08:00

i feel like i need a distraction from all this. :/ im so conflicted like OMG.

OMGGGGGGG.

2010-08-08T12:10:00.002+08:00

dreams are my reality~

if only they were! the world would be so much more fun that way. and twisted.

btw, yay, i got a macbook! *u* still getting used to it. lol.

2010-07-23T03:10:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel so conflicted. and sometimes i feel nothing at all. it's so strangeeeee..almost as if it's 'out of sight, out of mind'. kind of sad, in a way.

idk why i stay up late. i could always sleep earlier and wake up earlier, but i guess it's a force of habit. old habits die hard. D:

2010-07-17T03:48:00.003+08:00

eh, eclipse wasn't that good. a little disappointing, but jacob was still hot anyway. HAHAHA. and i bumped into a few friends today, so qiao.

i need to start drawing again..i haven't touched my assignment yet! die lerrrr. so out of practice. :/

i REALLY need to stop eating so much too. aahkjsdhlkasjda but i appreciate good food! such a dilemma! :(

2010-06-30T14:47:00.001+08:00

LOVED TOY STORY 3.

LOVEDITLOVEDITLOVEDIT. <33 :D

2010-06-20T00:15:00.001+08:00

maybe i'll wake up and realize it's all just a really bad dream.

2010-06-09T03:01:00.001+08:00

feeling left out sucks.

2010-06-02T01:47:00.001+08:00

i feel so cranky.

CRANKYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

like every single thing irritates me. i wasn't feeling like that half an hour ago. pfffft moodswings. -_-

2010-05-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

some people can be so immature. i can't help laughing at their immaturity sometimes. although, i was prolly like that when i was their age..what a frightening thought. >_>

2010-05-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

aaand with that, i've graduated. woohoo!

it hasn't really sunk in yet. but i've been high all day, giggling and laughing like a mad woman after the ceremony. HAHAHA.

oh dear.

2010-05-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

that one sms cheered me up so much. (:

2010-05-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

i need to drink more water.

HISTORY IS STARTING TO REPEAT ITSELF. I NEED TO STOP THIS.

2010-04-29T02:55:00.002+08:00

i should have happier blog posts!

okay so i caught toy story 1 and 2 today. i can't exactly say it brought back memories since i hardly remember the movies, but the movies were entertaining :D it really shows how far pixar has come, they've improved so much since their first 3d feature film.

i need to stop with all the expensive food! what's with everyone trying to get me to eat expensive stuff that is not helping my diet? ): totally not helping, arghhh. maybe i should just order salads and a glass of water each time, that should help. 8D

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i needed to vent.

2010-04-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt like talking to someone, but never knew how to start?

it's so silly. Dx

2010-04-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

yeeeesh.

sometimes, i just wish people could be more mature. :/

and how can some people be so selfish? OMG. get a job! stop being so impractical! you know you're in a plight, so why make things worse for yourself? and where's the filial piety? seriously. i am so pissed off by the situation, and there's nothing i can do about it because i am in no place to say or do anything. all i can do is watch.

it's like waiting for the apocalypse to come.

on an off-note, i like bumping into friends on the street. it was quite unexpected today. LOL.

2010-04-05T19:53:00.007+08:00

im so tiredddddd. and nearly dozed off a couple of times during the driving theory class this morning x__x wahhh! luckily i brought my ds along. otherwise i'd be bored stiff with all the waiting time after class, haha. goshhhh i am so not prepared for the theory trial test this wednesday.

my greatest ambition is to be a pokemon master.

or maybe a dragon trainer. ('how to train your dragon' reference)

actually, i think i'd be contented with that giant stitch that's always seen at UFO catchers. i love it so much, why is it so hard to get?

IT SHALL BE MY GREATEST GOAL IN LIFE. i will get that stitch ONE DAY.

but before that i shall be prepared to burn another few hundred dollars, hahaha ): stitch, you are so very expensive.

2010-04-05T02:55:00.001+08:00

is it one-sided? i'm not sure.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2010-03-31T14:23:00.002+08:00

i have a newfound love for vodka. particularly lime vodka. and vodka mixed with coke/ribena. <3

klub party was fun as! need to go clubbing more. hahha.

i feel like i have too many options and i don't know which to take. in the end, i might as well not take any. it's easier that way. :D

WHY. WHY AM I ALWAYS SO BUSY. at least it's busy with fun things instead of work now, but still. so busy everyday. and when im not busy, im playing pokemon. such fun. :D

too bad life isn't that simple. need to settle on a job soon, and burn another few months of my life away..

2010-03-07T22:10:00.001+08:00

oh chris colfer, why are you so cute. HAHHAHA <3

link

yes i am in the GLEE mood. 8D

2010-02-27T02:28:00.003+08:00

i don't feel 20.

i think when people ask me for my age, i'll ask them to guess and they'll say 15 or 16, as always. then i'd just laugh and agree with them. :D if only i were as young as i looked, lol.

i realize that my birthday is..different every year. like i don't know what to expect every single time. with each year, there are new friends to celebrate it with, and there may be friends who forget, but that's okay, because people don't tend to remember such things. or at least, mine isn't as significant, haha. i appreciate everyone's thoughts though, and i know they didn't forget on purpose. as for those who remembered and bothered to wish me a happy birthday, i feel really blessed (: it's a nice feeling to be remembered once a year.

i feel quite wistful, but i know it's for the best.

i was a little disappointed at some things today, but i guess they can't be helped.

2010-02-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

if you lower your expectations, the results would tend to be more pleasing. still, there's always the subconscious feeling of wanting your expectations to be met, right? how conflicting. ):

i should just accept it now >_> maybe it's for the best, idk. haha. WHO KNOWS.

and mr steve was asking me why i wanted to go to uni when i could go find a job after graduation. why, indeed...is it just the status of having a degree? perhaps. D: paper qualifications are still highly regarded after all, even if your portfolio does matter quite a bit. and i only live like, ONCE. i'd like to study as much as i can and hopefully be successful in my future career after all that hard work. x__x

i'll go back to finishing up my application for ntu now kthxbai

2010-02-21T09:30:00.002+08:00

all i can do is lol. 8D

it's never going to happen! harboring false hopes is bad. so i should stop doing it.

omggggggg portfolio. still not done with it x__x

btw, the percy jackson novel is way better than the movie. :D

2010-02-16T02:16:00.002+08:00

i absolutely ADORE glee. it's the best thing to ever happen to me since this year started! <3333

kurt is so much love. he's hilarious and such a great singer! ..well, all of the glee cast are fantastic singers. :D gotta love them all. im gonna chiong all these episodes asap!! they make me happy when i am sian. and wake me up when i am sleepy. hehehe.

and so, kurt's and rachel's cover of defying gravity is my favourite song for the moment. :D

on an off-note, happy cny to all~

2010-02-13T03:02:00.007+08:00

sparklers make me very happy. :D sk had the idea to play with them today and so a couple of us hung out after 8pm to play at block m! last day of school, kinda, haha.

willy started by lighting the candle~

LOOK, SPARKLES

and after lots and lots and LOTS of playing....grp shots :P

and there are more than 200 other photos, lol. most of which are on my fb. :D

i wish we could've done more fun stuff like this before lessons ended.

and i realise that it's never ever gonna happen. haha! resigned man.

2010-02-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

the school year is nearly over! like omggg. it's so soon. don't wanna graduate so soon leh. ):

taeyang's song medley on the piano! <3 his 3 mv tracks :DDD

while walking home just now, i felt a sudden sense of liberation. and couldn't help smiling when i bumped into a certain someone on my way back to the fyp room. how unexpected.

drama is so overrated.

2010-02-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

i realize that my distress is nearly always related to you somehow.

therefore, i should be glad that you are shutting me off. since you want me to say that i do not regard you as a friend, okay then. continue stubbornly believing that i never once thought of you as a friend. continue believing that i was cursing you in the conversation when i wasn't. continue with whatever you wish to think because you won't believe what i say anyway, and i am not about to beg you to let me be your friend again because it would come to naught and you would not listen in any case.

if you think i didn't once think about talking to you in person to clarify things, fine. continue thinking that i don't give a damn about saving this friendship. do continue to tell my friends to 'be careful' of me. i love it. you make me sound like a savage beast.

it is undeniable that i made a mistake, but i am very disappointed in the way you are handling things.

it was very mature of you to delete me and my friend (whom you didn't even bother clarifying things with had she not asked you about it) from facebook. not that i am too bothered by it as i may have deserved it, but i am very surprised that you did not even bother to ask HER what really happened. huh, seriously. taking only one person's side of the story isn't very wise -_-

never mind. as long as this does not affect my friendship with everyone else, please do continue doing what you want. i'm not gonna stop you. (:

2010-02-08T03:40:00.001+08:00

it ain't my loss. thank you very much! you saved me the trouble (:

i will remain civil. (:

2010-02-07T00:26:00.002+08:00

don't you hate it when you apologise, then give a reason, but it ends up sounding like an excuse?

UGH wtf. why is life so dramatic? -_- it never used to be.

having less friends makes things WAY less complicated.

i know i was in the wrong, and i was sincere about apologising, but wth. i just got majorly pissed off.

i should fall off the earth and just die or something.

2010-02-01T00:04:00.004+08:00

so many things have happened lately. im so sick of drama -_- i'd rather remain oblivious to all the conflicts and backstabbing going on. let me live in my own happy bubble please~

2 weeks left to cny! which means 2 weeks until all my assignments (save portfolio) are over! goshhhhh, time really flies. and im super unprepared for everything. D: i don't feel qualified to graduate somehow, lol. i need more confidence in myself :/

didn't get to see shinee btw. WILL I EVER SEE TAEMIN BEFORE HE LEAVES SINGAPORE? ): i am saddened by the lack of organization and crazy fangirls who kept pushing and shoving and screaming like nobody's business. ughhhhhh. like i was telling shiya; if only their parents could see them now. LOL. how embarrassing man. esp those primary school kids who shouldn't be allowed to chase after idols like mad people at such a young age. >__>

oh welllllll. at least i survived the terrible ordeal at lot1 and lived to tell the tale. hurhur.

good luck to singapore, should snsd ever decide to come here. i predict stampedes and hordes of raging fanboys. :P

BTW. OH! IS SUPER ADDICTIVE SO GO LISTEN IF YOU HAVEN'T C:

2010-01-21T23:53:00.003+08:00

i took my napfa test today!

and i surprisingly passed my standing broad jump. the bane of my existence, srslyyyy. and i PASSED it! :DDDDDD i'd been practicing for so long, and not once did i even come close to the passing mark. and then, today, during my first try, i managed to scrape a pass! just an E, but nevertheless a PASS! :DD after that, i felt so happyyyy hahahha. 'cus i finally had a glimmer of hope of getting a bronze~

but too bad lah, i couldn't get at least a D for it. otherwise i'd have gotten a silver instead of bronze ): but, alrdy quite thankful for even passing i suppose. 3 years of no PE, 'kay! it's a miracle, hahhaha.

\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/\o/~~~~~~~~

im so doomed for art history la. haha. ):

2010-01-19T01:18:00.001+08:00

i love this song, recently rediscovered it :P

Summer Samba (So Nice) - Olivia Ong

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
And be a team with me

So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yeah, that would be so nice
I could see you and me, that would be nice

Someone to hold me tight
That would be very nice
Someone to love me right
That would be very nice
Someone to understand
Each little dream in me
Someone to take my hand
To be a team with me
So nice, life would be so nice
If one day I'd find
Someone who would take my hand
And samba through life with me

Someone to cling to me
Stay with me right or wrong
Someone to sing to me
Some little samba song
Someone to take my heart
And give his heart to me
Someone who's ready to
Give love a start with me

Oh yes, that would be so nice
Shouldn't we, you and me?
I can see it will be nice...

2010-01-15T02:25:00.002+08:00

sooooo we celebrated sk and huda's birthdays together :D well, kinda. they shared the blackforest cake, hahha! we were supposed to surprise them ar..idk if it worked but, lol.

here's the awesomelicious cake without the lit candles!

soooo nice <3 and shirley made grape pudding too! lazy to transfer those other pics to the comp ah~

went to kbox after that and sang like mad people. :D i think i droned more than sang hahahha. couldn't hit all those high notes in songs like 'because of you'..kelly clarkson's a pro man. D: AND HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL. THEY HAD A HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL SONG! xDD

...and ughhhhh, im so screwed for art hist and digi matte and EVERYTHING. :'(

/kills self

2010-01-13T03:47:00.002+08:00

i think that mer's right when she says it's easy for girls to fall in love. and it's not easy for them to break away once they do.

when you think about it..isn't it such a curse? D:

2010-01-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

i don't get why life has to be so dramatic.

im prolly really idealistic in wanting life to be free of any form of negativity, and it's so naive/lame.

still, why can't people stop talking behind other people's backs and not gossip so much? these little things can cause rifts in friendships, which may not be so noticeable at first. idk, i just don't like seeing people around me getting hurt and all that shiz. and all this gossiping just makes things even more confusing. who knows which side to pick? why is there even a need to pick sides?

okay im just ranting now, shld stop quickly.

er, yeah. bai.

2010-01-10T13:20:00.002+08:00

<333333

2010-01-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

at this age, i realise that i can still be quite childish about friendships. that needs to change :/ also, i need to be more independent.

i can't believe im going to be 20 in a month or so. GOSHHHHH. i still look like im 15, still dress like im 15, and still act like im 15. i feel so inadequate, ughhh.

..i need a new wardrobe.

anw, i went to NTU today with renee and kunyu. i suddenly feel very keen to join NTU, haha! but it's so tough to get in x__x again, i feel inadequate. my stuff isn't good enough to compete with all the pros from the various polys ): i rlyrlyrly hope to get in now, but..im trying to think of backup plans in case i don't get into NTU, and im so stuck. absolutely devoid of confidence. doomed to fail in every aspect of my life. idk what i'd be good at, actually. im average at everything, not exceptional at anything.

..okay i shall end this blog post on an awkward note, lol. ive suddenly run out of stuff to rant.

but i bought a dress today, and THAT is good. :D

2010-01-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

oh and, here're some pics of the fireworks i took at midnight on new year's~ :D

so very pretty <333 too bad not everyone watched it due to fatigue though ): hopefully this year, everyone can usher the new year in together! xD

2010-01-05T00:11:00.001+08:00

im in love with a song. :D

taylor the latte boy! <3 and here's a rebuttal from taylor to the song:

wouldn't you say it's gosh-darn cute? :DDDD /in love

2009-12-31T00:04:00.002+08:00

mmmmmmmmmm.

i met up with zhenteng and splurged a lot today. HAHA. bought a ton of books and a dress for cny, and many misc. stuff. finally got my popular card too :P and had an awesome lunch at billy bomber's! <33 lovin' the food there~ seafood chowder is yum! clam <33333

im making myself hungry just by thinking about the food....... D:

still unsure about my plans for new year's eve. im so very screwed for my assignments ): im in a state of panic right now, yet i still want to go out and relax. ERGHHHH.

/bangs head against the wall

2009-12-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

i just caught sherlock holmes with my brother; it was goooood. kinda irksome at some parts but otherwise very amusing. loved the witty humor and banter between holmes and watson <3 and jude law is hot as, of course. :DDD

BTW I BOUGHT A BAG TODAY. AND A NEW SHIRT. i am so happyyyyyy.

i was going to rant on eoy, but ran out of steam. everything i ever wanted to say is on sgcafe now anyway, haha. but that deathbymugging or whatshisname is kinda annoying >_> going overboard with his loud comments. some people just don't have enough of a life.

btw. i am very disappointed that sezairi won. SYLVIA SHOULD'VE BEEN THE NEXT SINGAPORE IDOL. ): ohwell nvm.

2009-12-25T00:43:00.003+08:00

sometimes..there are just some things that you don't want to let other people know. unfortunately, the internet is pretty public >_> especially facebook. idk how many times i've hesitated typing something in there for fear of someone unwelcome reading it. it's such a burden =A=;

btw, don't EVER visit orchard road on christmas eve. or christmas. or new year's eve and new year. STAY HOME OR YOU WILL REGRET SETTING FOOT OUT OF YOUR HOUSE D: today was so, SO crowded. i could hardly move because the crowd was so huge and..STAGNANT. people kept stopping to take pictures of those huge statues or ladies dressed in santa costumes. goshhhhh. the distance that would've usually taken me less than a minute to cover took me more than ten minutes thanks to those camera-happy-snappy people. ughhhhh.

i realise i spent a lot of money today just to sit and watch a screen, and sit and eat a meal. so much sitting, yet so much money flew away. D: i had the MOST expensive meal at billy bomber's today! 80+ bucks for dinner, split between two people. and the movie tickets today amounted to 23 bucks. lesighhhh.

i enjoyed myself overall today though. :D except when i was being squashed like a bug while walking from lido to cineleisure. >_>

and, merry christmas to everyone! :DDDD

2009-12-23T11:00:00.006+08:00

time to spam some pictures from the siggraph trip! :D there are too few images on my blog anyway, haha.

my first meal in japan!! :DDD loved it~ but of course huisian had to help me finish it 'cus it was a huge portion D8

us with the PIXAR people. epic-ness surrounds us *-*

outside toei animation studio~

SQUARE ENIX SHOP <333333 MY LIFE IS COMPLETE.

and i've held an actual copy of oono's artbook. legaspppp

of course, no trip is complete without a camwhoring pic or two. 8D

aaaaand last but not least, take a look at my wonderful hoard (which does not include all the snacks i bought, lmao):

LAYTON AND LEAFEON PLUSHIES. <3

okai i stop rant nao. 8D

felt like i had just crashed back into reality when i landed in singapore on monday, lol. the end of a good dream had come.

2009-12-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

i am so tired.

2nd day of japan trip now. :D it's so cold here OMG!

and i didn't get to buy any clothes ): all so ex man.

but im enjoying the trip so far! although i still feel like im going to fail digi matte -_- lesighhh. this trip is a good refresher though..takes my mind off school work. LOL. but idk if that's a good thing or not =A= /bricked

2009-12-14T02:18:00.002+08:00

i am leaving for japan about 6 hours and i have not sent my digi matte assignment to miss nopp yet. great.

i am so going to fail this module.

):

and i feel like killing a certain idiot for being so damn oblivious. -_- ihybimy

2009-12-13T00:57:00.001+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

I JUST CAME BACK FROM THE SUNDOWN FESTIVAL AND OMG, SO MANY THINGS TO SAY.

at first the queue to enter fort canning park was freakishly long, like VERY VERY VERY LONG. hadn't seen such a long queue before!! it was WAY worse than the queue for ft island's showcase, and that's definitely saying something. and while walking to the back of the queue (which took FOREVER), these two korean kids decided to run ahead of me just because i had walked past them =A= so we ended up having this really childish competition to get to the back of the queue. how lame.

/kills the kids

and so, fel and i waited since 5.15, and the queue moved SO SLOWLY OMG. in the end, we only entered the gate at 7.15. MYGOSHHHHHH and while we were still waiting to get in, we kept hearing screams from inside and we internally kicked ourselves because we thought the show was already starting.

when we finally entered, we realised that the girls were screaming at a screen which was showing advertisements. and super junior and dbsk were on the screen, hence the screams. UGH, crazy fangirls. although i did join them in screaming when shinee's ring ding dong started playing, HAHA.

we waited, again, for the show to start. we ended up sitting down on the grass because everyone else was doing so. eventually, the hosts came out at 8pm, and EVERYONE suddenly stood up. fel and i screamed bloody murder (or at least, i did), and so we quickly stood up too and ran as close as we could to the stage..which was still really far away >_>

it started out slow, with the korean miso musical. the ladies were doing a very traditional dance, and after that, this dude with a flute? came out and did his thing. but then, the ladies from before came out and did this AMAZING thing with the drums! i have no words to describe them *-* and these guys came out too and did their own drum music thing and goshhh, they had to keep spinning these long strips of cloth around their head, and it looked so dizzy-ing! ahhhhhh. but overall the whole musical was AWESOME. <3 way better than what i had expected.

and then the drawing show started; these three crazy-looking dudes came out and played with spraycans and entertained the crowd with little quirky dances. but when they started their real performance, they took my breath away *-* they were VERY skilled artists omg!! the way they drew and the way the colours flowed were just amazingggg. i felt really inspired by their charcoal works, they were just that GOOD.

the crowd started getting more hyped up with the bboys' performance next!! <333 THEY ARE SO GOOD. the jinjo crew! apparently they're REALLY famous and they travel the world and stuff. mygoshhhh.

andandAND OMG MARIO AND PARK SI NAE ROCKED THE PLACE WHEN THEY CAME OUT. it was the start of the REAL music performances!! i just about died, their voices were so good and mario was hilarious! he kept rapping random cool hiphop street stuff while park si nae was singing, hahahha. 'hey WASSUP SINGAPORE~' he cracked me up so much kekeke. they sang that famous my girl song and a few other stuff, which included rihanna's umbrella! by then, they were pretty tired but they were still good. and si nae seemed to have forgotten a few words in the song HAHA.

then the jinjo crew came out again for another performance!!!! GAHHH. THEY ARE SO SKILLED. im so going to youtube them later! :DDDD

and lee ji soo came out next! i HONESTLY had no idea who he was until he started singing! HE SANG TAHT SONG FROM MY GIRL OMGGG. and i realised he's actually really cute, hahaha!! he was so basful 'cus his english was bad. and when he told us he was going to do one last song, the crowd was like 'awwww' and he copied them, saying 'awww' into the mike as well HAHA that was so damn cute! xDDD

THEN T-MAX CAME OUT OMG. tbh i hadn't been really hyped up about them since i didn't really listen to their songs, but i got SUPER excited when i recognized kim joon!!! he looked so cool omg. and when he started rapping..i was in heaven, LOL. suddenly, from being the least-noticed member of F4, he became this insanely cool person in my eyes <33 and he took off his jacket after the first song since it was pretty warm, and the fangirls screamed. uh, including me. was feeling rather high, HAHA. and the leader of t-max was very high too!! :D

later when they went off-stage, fel suddenly noticed hongki backstage HAHA. he was selca-ing omg! AND I SAW SEUNGHYUN TOO AND I SCREAMED, LOL. so we were totally expecting ft island to come out, but then they hosts prompted us to shout 'encore' to t-max, and they came out and performed one last song..which i wasn't really paying attention to because i kept staring backstage and giggling with fel hahahha.

AND THEN FT ISLAND CAME ON AND EVERYONE SCREAMED. jonghun was so freaking handsome! he looked exactly the same as the time when fti came to singapore, hahah! goshhhh. but this time i enjoyed myself WAY more because jonghun wasn't being blocked by a pillar. so i was basically staring at jonghun all the way kekeke. and hongki as well and seunghyun. hongki was so handsome *-* AND THEY SANG SARANGALEE OMGGGG. seunghyun did wonbin's rap!! LOL. i think i nearly lost my voice during this performance..i was super high over jonghun throughout! and of course, they had an encore thanks to the crowd. hahaha.

the final performance was BROWN EYED GIRLS! wahhh, when the hosts came on to announce that, HEAPS of boys suddenly rushed to the front and happily blocked my view =A= but it was hilarious la, ALL the guys were screaming ga-in's and narsha's names HAHAHAHA!! i kept laughing at them; they were so funny! fanboys man..haha.

THEY PERFORMED SIGN. SIGN. SIGN!! i died many times over seeing ga-in and narsha and everyone else in the flesh!! ga-in is VERY pretty, omg. and yes, she really does have the most fans, which was proven everytime it was her turn to sing. when they performed 'you raise me up', ga-in sang the chorus, and ALL the boys immediately shrieked. I KID YOU NOT. THEY SHRIEKED. and then, of course, came the MOST anticipated performance of the night, abracadabra!! <33 GA-IN ROCKED THE HIP DANCE. SO VERY MUCH. there really IS a huge difference between watching perfs on youtube and watching LIVE perfs!

i was so high all night. and to think i was really miffed about waiting so long to enter the park. i was even muttering stuff like THIS HAD BETTER BE WORTH THE WAIT. which it TOTALLY was! maaaaaan.

WAIT, I TOTALLY FORGOT TO MENTION. KIM JOON WAVED TO ME. it's like we were all going off and fel and i were walking along the sidewalk when we heard screams behind us, and we realised that KIM JOON WAS INSIDE ONE OF THE CARS ON THE ROAD. and when his car passed by us, he was waving at all of us omgggg!! HIS FACE. WAS SO CLOSE TO US. I COULD'VE DIED HAPPY THEN.

yayyyyyy and i finally bought my low kay hwa novels!! today is a happy day indeed. x3333

/ends freakishly long post

2009-12-12T01:50:00.003+08:00

OMGOMGOMG LOOK AT THIS OMG

i died a million times over watching eunhae's rap. mygoshhhhhhhhhh, it's so freaking awesome. and sexy. :'D

/spazzing

2009-12-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

i still do not understand the meaning of the word 'love'. what an overrated word.

and i should really stop reading romance novels. they aren't good for deluded minds such as mine.

BTW PLANET 51 WAS REALLY REALLY AWESOME. <3

2009-12-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

omggg im so tired. ive been doing work but i feel like i haven't actually finished anything. -_- ughhh.

and i won't be able to hang out with my bestie (whom, i shld add, i have not seen in AGES) on friday anymore. thank you, fusion and NE briefings.

just a few more days and i'm leaving for japan! time passed by so quickly..i thought i still had more than a week left to pack and complete my assignments. omg. im so screwed for everything hahahhaa. ): looks like i won't be having much free time during the holidays after all too, what with MORE assignments and stuff to do. why must all the good movies show during such busy times?

to-watch-list:
- princess and the frog
- planet 51
- avatar
- mulan (which i doubt i'll be watching anymore >_>)
- happy flight
- sherlock holmes

le. sigh.

so screwed for digi matte. -_-

2009-12-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

ive been having this stupid cough for more than a week now. ):

and i just came back from a buffet dinner which obviously hindered my throat's recovery. oh joyyyy 8D and i have a week left to get well before i head off to japan. pffft.

need to rush out tons of portfolio stuff. dieee. x__x

btw, PLANET 51, DO WANT. :D it's gonna be so awesomeeee like.

and my cousin just got engaged!~ can't wait for the wedding, ehehe. *u*

2009-11-21T16:18:00.003+08:00

so i got a new blogskin, because i was bored of the old one. :D

testing out this blockquote thing. because this layout seems kinda plain.
abracadabra~

okay, looks like it works. :D

back to ~~procrastinating~~ work nao.

2009-11-21T02:51:00.002+08:00

i had a haircut and now i look like a thirteen year old. oh joy, i love my fringe ):

today was quite mindless and now i can't remember what i've been doing all day, hmm.

bumped into a few people today, it was quite interesting. :P and saw someone in a red shirt carrying a black and orange bag that highly resembled desmond! but upon second thought.....nahhh can't have been him.

i want skull candy headphones lawl. or that pair of shiny audio-technica headphones *__*

and i want to watch new moon oh-so badly.. D8

2009-11-19T02:18:00.002+08:00

so apparently, singapore idol came to nyp, but i was having a lesson exactly when the event started. bahh, ohwell. D:

2012 is awesome btw! looooove the destruction and everything, it's so wonderfully cg-ed and smooth and exhilarating! i liked the doctor more than the main character, lol. :D

on a side-note: i simply phail at photography. and almost everything i attempt.

gyahh.

loving taeyang's wedding dress and lady gaga's telephone! and CHU~ <3 by f(x)! so many new addictive songs these days, hoho. *__*

2009-11-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

i finally feel a sense of closure! it's so wonderful, yet bittersweet. yes yes, i am talking nonsense. don't heed me, lol.

and omai, six pecs. i had NO idea. xD

marina barrage is cool! the wind is so relaxing..i can fall asleep there, and i prolly would have today, if it didn't start raining.. >_> thanks to ken for the awesome day and someone for the remainder of it..lol.

at the risk of sounding weird. not that im not, i suppose..heheh.

okai i shut up nao D:

2009-11-11T10:27:00.001+08:00

okay, moving along~

moving on~

2009-11-10T01:46:00.001+08:00

why can't i stop thinking about you, damnit!

tired of waiting. -2PM

2009-11-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

man, i feel like a new saga is about to begin, even though it isn't, haha.

i looked forward to the modules ~~so that i could escape from fyp~~ and im enjoying it so far! if only there were more time to do my own stuff though. and i really need to work on building up my inadequate portfolio ):

i also want to finish watching my final episode of 'love at dolphin bay'. the drama is super nostalgic! hadn't seen it since sec1 or so, haha. loooove wallace huo and ambrose hsu in it xD i realise that wallace and donghae remind me of each other, a LOT.

im also stuck halfway replaying kingdom hearts 2.

and i just started watching 100% senorita.

+ i haven't finished a LOT of homework. what's with me and procrastination? seriously. )x

icy towers is so fun.

yeah, too many things to do and too little time to do it all. ):

AND I NEED TO WATCH MOVIES. like 'my girlfriend is an agent' and 'astroboy' and 'love happens' and 'poker king' and..and..gahhh, do i really need to name the movies that aren't out yet? i want to watch everything but there's always no time..~~because i need to spend all my free time on fyp damnit~~.

~~fyp is destroying my life~~ i will jiayou for the textures ~~and hope the computers will STOP hanging all the time~~ and finish what i need to soon, and hopefully the end result will be nice ~~or i will die~~ or i'll get a terrible grade.

lovin' my life. :D

2009-11-01T22:09:00.002+08:00

marcussssssssssss, why won't you tell me!! )x

I WON'T STOP TILL I'VE GOTTEN TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS D< you can't evade me foreverrrrrrr. hohoho.

on an off-note, digi-matte hwk is deadly. I CAN'T DO DETAILS TO SAVE MY LIFE. AAHHHHHH.

okay i shall shut up nao :x

2009-10-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

i'm not dead!

i..just don't have anything to post about that doesn't involve complaining. haha.

i had fun watching the movie 'imagine that' though!! it was really hilarious!

bah, so much work to do..seems like im slipping back into my procrastination mood. or maybe i'd never really recovered from that mood, heh. D:

and i wonder if this will even lead anywhere. x__x

2009-10-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

back from korea~ have lots of mixed feelings about the trip, but it wasn't so bad. hmm. i think possibly the happiest moments were when i bought the cds and watched tv in the hotel at night. LOL.

and i always feel dread when i see that blog. guh.

ive contemplated a certain thing several times to the point where it's scary. wouldn't it be a faster and easier route - to escape from everything? hahaha.

im addicted to kara's mister now. :D it's just so catchy~

..argh i might really need that mount faber screaming thing now ):

2009-10-03T06:23:00.001+08:00

i'm going to korea for a week! and my flight's tonight :D

maybe i'll see donghae there and marry him. HAHAHA.

/bricked

2009-09-28T22:49:00.002+08:00

maybe it's just me, but i honestly detest it when people act ahbeng-ish. like, 'what you want lar, you not happy is it?! want to fight ah!?' or 'see what see, buay song ah!?'

it's just so damn rude.

well, MAYBE IT'S JUST ME.

if you're just playing around, it's fine. but if you glare daggers at me murderously while spewing out those lines... -_-

just felt like i had to say that, lol. im still a very gentle person. 8D

2009-09-28T00:26:00.001+08:00

FAME WAS SO AWESOMEEEEE

I LOVE ASHER BOOK :DDDDD his singing melts me, rofl.

2009-09-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

i was such a bitch.

i should die and rot in hell.

me and my temper. :/

2009-09-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

gah, my darling cousin canceled on me. ):

now who's going to watch fame with me before i fly to korea!? Dx

/currently searching for a victim

about my results..im SO glad i got an A for my iap!! it'll help me loads for when i get my fail grade for fyp, hahahha. so screwed lah. i tried screaming into my pillow to release stress but it didn't work..i didn't want to wake my parents up and the pillow doesn't actually muffle my voice that much lol.

im addicted to professor layton now. solving puzzles is so..ADDICTIVE. i can feel my brain actually WORKING again! i think the last time i really used it was during the O levels, seriously. im glad for the mental exercise~

and i didn't get to buy the leggings i wanted when shopping today. how very sad. ):

2009-09-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh my thigh hurts like hell >_<

ahwell, was partly my fault for colliding into daniel's bike, lol. but ARGH, THE PAIN. and i didn't realise the swell was that bad until i reached home and checked the wound. ): no wonder i was having trouble walking at first..pft. i'd never had such an accident with a bicycle before. guess there's always a first.

i was hoping to exercise today, but even though we rented the bikes for slightly under 5 hours, we ended up eating more than we lost..lol.

time to become a vegetarian.