anyway..nothing significant has happened, i think. i just started my second year at digipen!! omg. i can't believe i've survived till now. i kept thinking i would die or quit at some point so many times, but i'm still here! im still not sure if it'll be for long, but i hope i can last :/ lol.
people have this unwavering confidence that i can pass everything and i can do anything, but i know my own capabilities ): i hope i can do better this time though! even though i rlyrlyrly hate 3d. ~__~ i have to overcome this mental barrier!! i must overcome my hatred! OTL i feel so erghh just thinking about modelling and rigging and animating in 3d, idk how im actually going to do everything. God help me! i hope i can pull through this!
just 3-4 more months to go and this will all end..for two weeks. lol.
sometimes i wonder..am i too naive for wanting to believe the best in people? like, if someone says they want to change, i believe that they can. even though it's the second or third or fourth time they're saying it. and i trust that people won't let me down. or they'll do what is right or morally correct. or..i don't know. i like to think that everyone has good intentions, just expressed wrongly sometimes.
ultimately, i think it's the heart that matters. of course, there are people who would wish harm on others, but im pretty sure i know very few of those people..
speaking of that, i cannot understand such people. ~_~ why wouldn't they want to be nice to everyone in the hope that everyone would be nice back in return? it's a two-way thing! kindness begets kindness.
it's like..i understand, yknow? because im a girl too. and i know how it feels. but i just wish it would stop. :/ even though i trust him, im still not very comfortable with it. but im not so mean and unreasonable! it's just..sighhh. why so complicated? if only everything in life could be smooth-sailing.
anyway..nothing significant has happened, i think. i just started my second year at digipen!! omg. i can't believe i've survived till now. i kept thinking i would die or quit at some point so many times, but i'm still here! im still not sure if it'll be for long, but i hope i can last :/ lol.
people have this unwavering confidence that i can pass everything and i can do anything, but i know my own capabilities ): i hope i can do better this time though! even though i rlyrlyrly hate 3d. ~__~ i have to overcome this mental barrier!! i must overcome my hatred! OTL i feel so erghh just thinking about modelling and rigging and animating in 3d, idk how im actually going to do everything. God help me! i hope i can pull through this!
just 3-4 more months to go and this will all end..for two weeks. lol.
sometimes i wonder..am i too naive for wanting to believe the best in people? like, if someone says they want to change, i believe that they can. even though it's the second or third or fourth time they're saying it. and i trust that people won't let me down. or they'll do what is right or morally correct. or..i don't know. i like to think that everyone has good intentions, just expressed wrongly sometimes.
ultimately, i think it's the heart that matters. of course, there are people who would wish harm on others, but im pretty sure i know very few of those people..
speaking of that, i cannot understand such people. ~_~ why wouldn't they want to be nice to everyone in the hope that everyone would be nice back in return? it's a two-way thing! kindness begets kindness.
it's like..i understand, yknow? because im a girl too. and i know how it feels. but i just wish it would stop. :/ even though i trust him, im still not very comfortable with it. but im not so mean and unreasonable! it's just..sighhh. why so complicated? if only everything in life could be smooth-sailing.
